3.29.2011

Jehovah Shammah

Yahweh is There.
Doing this study, I have been taught so much about the Father that I didn't know before. He has one name, but within His ultimate name, He has several 'nick'names if you will, that tell us who He truly is. This week, God revealed Himself as Jehovah Shammah, or The LORD is There. What a beautiful name! I've spoke before of my deep love in definitives in the Bible. I loose my mind when God leaves no room for misinterpretation and just shows who He is and what He is and what He longs to be for me. I love when God says He IS something. Because God isn't a sometimes kind of guy. He's an always. He IS there. He is not sometimes there. He is not sometimes listening. He is not sometimes my healer, He doesn't provide for me whenever He feels like it. No, God makes it clear. He IS. His name, Yahweh, or, "I AM" tells us that much. So the fact that God just told me that He IS there- in a time in my life when I'm scared to be alone- well that is something that I hold close to my heart right now.
Don't you also love how God waits to tell you something until you absolutely need it the most? Throughout this series God has revealed Himself to me at precisely the right moment with the proper and fitting name. Because He is amazing like that.
But anyway back to God's name for this week. I got to thinking about this name, and I feel like it can be interpreted three different ways (probably more but that's what I got)
First, God is There as in God is Present.
God understands. He is joining us, he is a part of us. When you speak to someone, excluding the answering machine, they must be present to hear you and respond. You cannot communicate with someone if they are not present in some form. The same stands true for God. God is Here- he is listening and responding, however, sometimes it is not the clearest response or the response we were hoping for (do you think sometimes God does respond [with actions are circumstances] however they are so opposite of what we wanted that we either refuse or deflect them as God's communication and wait on "our" answer? I DO.)
Second, God is There as in God is Involved.
Continuing on my last thought, I think it is a fair assumption that if God is Present, He is also Involved. Although sometimes God doesn't always intervene, He is still involved. He desires to hear us. To know us. And even though He knows everything, He still just wants to hear our voices and He wants us to come to Him. He wants to be active and involved in His children's lives. That's why He's there all the time. He is waiting on us to utilize the gift of undivided attention.
Third, God is There as in God is Dwelling.
This is probably my favorite, but also the most concerning and frightening. The Bible teaches in Romans 8:9 that the Holy Spirit dwells in believers of Christ. God lives in me. His home is in my soul. This, my friends, is a win. A famous song says, "How many kings step down from their thrones?" How many Kings in history have stepped down to be one with their people? And when you think about what a king is like, how to do you picture them? In the fields with the commoners, or on an elevated throne, separated from those more lowly.
God didn't just step down from His throne to dwell with us- no, He stepped off His throne to become one of us.

2.22.2011

Oh my gosh, my life

...is basically over because yesterday evening we welcomed into the world the newest baby to have me wrapped around their finger: baby Blake.
This is my brother's newest son, and boy am I in love. So stinkin' cute.
I went to the hospital and Psalm 139 just kept repeating in my mind. If you've never read it, haven't read it in a while, or you just read it- you should go read it again (or for the first time) right now because it is my favorite chapter in the Bible and it is beautiful. And it rang new to me as I am expecting one day it will again when I'm becoming a mother myself- God knit together this beautiful little baby while he was in my brother's wife's womb. Blake's frame wasn't hidden from God in the secret place. God saw Blake before He was formed.  And every word that Blake will ever say, God knows. Even now before a single one of them have came to be. My prayer for baby Blake is that his words are those that bring honor and glory to Christ's name. My prayer for Blake is that all the days of his life, he will know the peace and comfort that comes from calling Jesus your best friend.





2.18.2011

Happy Friday!

Ahhhhh. For the first time in what seems like ever, I am having a good Friday! I mean, we have our Bible study every Friday night and that always brings joy to my heart, but today, from start to, well it's not finished yet, so to now, I have been having a good day.
I woke up in my normal anti morning funk, which is usual. But when I left for school I saw one of the most beautiful skies I have ever seen. It wasn't really a sunrise, more than just a beautiful picture God wanted to bless me with today:
I just stood in wonder of God's majesty when I saw this. I was so grateful for who God was and is and will be because I serve a God that is constantly trying to connect with me in real and deep ways. Sometimes I don't think that I am in the sate of mind to hear God speak to me like I desperately want him to. Then there are times like this, in this moment in my life when I can see something some would chalk to science and know without a doubt that this is the Master, painting for me a beautiful skyline, reminding me that beauty is real and love is present.
I feel so blessed in this moment, and I'm sure anyone else who saw the beautiful sky this morning felt it was painted for them. And I believe it was. 
I love when God speaks to His people. And I love that He doesn't use boring words. He shows us.
I am so thankful that He shows us!

2.17.2011

Sometimes, all I have left is knowing that in Christ, love never fails. I know I took this picture with two rings representative of marriage, but it goes so far beyond that. Marriage is representative with how Christ loves the church. And Christ's love never fails.
I LOVE THAT.

2.09.2011

What a Blessing

This is Walter. He's one of the sweet children that I have had the privilege to get to know this past year. We look for each other when my group goes over there each month, and little Walter stays by my side for the majority of the evening. I love this little guy so much!

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